I’ve mentioned before that once diagnosed with cancer, every bump and bruise is cause for concern. I try not to be a hypochondriac but frankly, it’s better to get ahead of things when possible.
At about 4am on Thursday morning, I woke up from a terrible pain in my right side. It was worse when laying down and I noticed a rattling in my right chest when I breathed. Sigh. Again?! I was concerned that the fluid was back and texted the nurse first thing. She called the pulmonary doctor and he wanted to see me immediately. We drove down town and his office was able to do an x-ray in-house. The doctor listened to my lungs, reviewed the x-ray and indicated that there was not a single drop of fluid was in my lungs – YAY! The pain I feel in my chest is likely inflammation. Now that my right lung is expanding properly, it is rubbing against my chest wall. This is normal but since it wasn’t doing that for a bit, the rubbing is causing inflammation, which is causing the pain. It’ll eventually go away but I need to try not to lay on that side for a while. Whew! The doctor also mentioned that because there was not a drop of fluid, he would take it as a sign that the drug is potentially worked already. I’ll take it! Of course, when I was checking out the x-ray I had to ask all about the other organs that I saw. Nothing like a little anatomy lesson on a random Thursday, right? 😉
Shortly after that appointment, a headache began. It progressively became worse throughout the day and by dinnertime I was lying in bed with tears in my eyes from the pain. I have suffered migraines before but thankfully it’s been a while, excluding my brain tumor. I ended up using a heating pad on my head, turning off all of the lights and taking medicine that knocked me out so I slept for over 12 hours. I didn’t have a headache throughout the night but once I woke up, I could feel it creeping back in. I texted the nurse and the doctor this morning and asked if it could be a side effect of Afinitor, since the headaches just started. It’s possible, though not a common side effect of the drug. It’s listed on their website but not something they see often. An urgent CT was needed and after a quick call from my doctor’s office, they could see me in an hour. So…off we went. I had hoped to use my port to give my veins a break (apparently the script needs to be written a certain way for that, which I learned recently and was done today) but only a nurse can access my port and I wasn’t up for waiting around so they used my veins. Not a big deal, but it hurts a little more and I worry about scarring since I’m limited to one arm.
I try not to worry about scans in general because I can’t change the results (no studying here!) but this headache is intense. Despite medicine, it still creeps in and waits around for the medicine to wear off so that it can take over again. It’s rough. Thankfully, the CT scan was listed as STAT and they called my doctor with the results within an hour. He called me happily to report – STABILITY! No cancer cells were found in my brain. I can’t express what a relief this is. With the intensity of these headaches, I thought for sure it would be a tumor.
So what in the world is causing them?! Well, it’s possibly a side effect of Afinitor, which sucks. So I’ll see the neurologist again and talk about how to keep these headaches away in the hopes of continuing on with this treatment plan.
In other news, my oncologist shared that he received a call from a pharmaceutical oncologist about the request for Afinitor to be covered under my health insurance. They were sympathetic to my case and actually indicated that they are working on medical evidence that supports this drug being used with my type of cancer (triple negative). Just a little bit later and I received an automated call indicating that the appeal process determined it WOULD COVER the cost of this drug! WHAT?! I wanted to confirm what I thought my ears heard, so I called the specialty pharmacy and had them look me up. Sure enough, the appeal was APPROVED!! YAY!!! For some reason, I have to go through another approval process (despite many questions of my trying to understand their process and them repeating the same thing they just said, I still don’t get it but that’s ok), which should take about 24 hours and then it should be officially approved and on its way to me. WAHOO! Though I have samples, this news is incredibly exciting!
So, though it’s been a crazy few days, the good news puts me at ease. My head is clear (well, aside from my slight craziness), there is no fluid in my lungs and my treatment drug is approved.
Now, I breathe. The holidays are literally around the corner (“Just two sleeps ‘til Christmas!” – per Jacob) and I plan to enjoy these moments with my family. Yes, the headaches suck but I’m doing my best to combat them so they don’t interrupt my days. I am breathing a massive sigh of relief at the last two days and I am so glad that I can rest easy over this weekend, knowing that my body is doing all that it can to fight back this disease.
I hope you all take today to enjoy each other, your family and your loved ones. Though all days are important, this holiday is special and should be treasured along with all of the other magical moments that you have in your life. I wish you all nothing but peace, happiness, laughter and love this season, and always.