When I was doing chemo last year, we would travel back to the treatment center the next day for hydration and a shot of Neulasta, which helped my blood counts be stronger. It was a shot in my belly and Joe (sometimes my sister) would be required to warm it up ahead of time so it didn’t hurt as badly going in. One time we forgot to warm it up and whew! I could feel the difference and still recall how much that shot hurt over the others. We always joked with the nurse about losing the $3000+ shot while warming it up. One of the nurses mentioned that she had actually thought she lost it once because she forgot that the husband was warming it up and panicked. Eek!
Today we traveled to the treatment center for me to receive my first (perhaps only) monthly injection of Xgeva. We know that I have cancer in my bones and the Xeloda also pulls nutrients out of bones, making them a bit more brittle. It was described to me that my bones currently look like scaffolding inside because of the cancer and the Xeloda working in them. The Xgeva will go in and fill in all the cracks with the right nutrients. Xgeva pulls Calcium and Vitamin D out of my blood to replace it in my bones and make them stronger. It is an anti-cancer / chemo agent to some degree but its main focus is the bones. I started taking prescription supplements as well, to replace the Calcium and Vitamin D in my blood.
The shot itself was barely painful at all and was actually quite small. It was in my right arm and I learned ahead of time to warm it up and that it should be done over a longer period of time so it is less painful (1 – 2 minutes). Thankfully the nurse knew these tricks too so I barely felt a thing. There shouldn’t be any side effects, though I know what to look for just in case.
Tomorrow, we head to the Mayo Clinic in Jacksonville. What was a “standard” appointment has now become critical to me since it will be my first discussion about which clinical trials are available to me here.
Two of the centers have reached back out to me and requested that I visit them in person versus over the phone. I am completely understanding of that but feel as though I’m in between a bit of a rock and a hard place. I’d like to know the names of the clinical trials each center has available for me (based on recent scans, tests, etc which have changed slightly since each visit) so I can research and determine what trials are most appealing. But I won’t know the actual trials until I visit. See my predicament? There is a great website calling ClinicalTrials.gov that lists out ALL of the clinical trials available so I have been using that to do research but it’s rather overwhelming. There is a lot of information, some that does and does not apply to me, and honestly a lot of words that I’m not sure whether or not they do apply (medical jargon?). There are also quite a few trials that are based on tests that I still have outstanding.
So, that is why I am super curious about tomorrow’s appointment. Local treatment makes the most sense but I will go wherever and do whatever I need to in order to receive the best prognosis and treatment. We will see what tomorrow brings!
Happy Wednesday, everyone!